Any advice

My boyfriend and I are having these random arguments.. & Saturday morning he had came to my apartment and grabbed all his things & left and came crawling back of course he asked me to come get him, and I did. Now I’m seeing him bring piece by piece of his clothes back.. and honestly this isn’t his first time leaving, because he’s mad. He goes straight over to his mama’s.. then comes back I’m sick of it, but obviously not too sick ,because I always get him when he wants to come back over.. I don’t know what wrong with myself. I don’t know if it’s just cause of sex... cause I don’t barley SOMETIMES feel the love at all. I’m starting to feel like he’s playing me... or playing with my head.