Really disappointed by the news and feel detached

Carolyn • Having me a Halloween 🎃 baby 👶🏾 10/31/18 New mother to the world 🌎

So the doctors gave me a blood test at 11 weeks to see if my kid would have and abnormalities (which also tells gender). So I get the test results back hopefully for a beautiful baby girl. She asked me did I want to know the gender and with a huge smile on my face I said yes and when she said I was having a healthy baby BOY depression soon hit my face I already felt detached from this baby and now I kinda regret even being pregnant I really wanna a girl so badly and now I feel like I just really lost all love. Is it wrong of me to feel this way I can’t even stop crying my feelings are just hurt so bad. Does anyone feel the same I need opinions and not harsh ones please. 😭😭