I really felt like it was going to be a girl this time. When she told me over the phone it was a boy, I had to hold back the tears. I have a son who is almost 3. I cried when I found he was boy I wanted a girl so bad. I got over the next day but this one isn’t the same. I knew i was gonna want to have another baby after him so I was like okay another chance for a girl. Just to be disappointed again. I just don’t even know how to feel. I just should’ve known. I love my son more than anything in the world and wouldn’t have it any other way but now I don’t know if I can feel this way about this one. I don’t think we plan on having more.