Lost my Excitement

Plz don't judge me, but due to my health this is my last pregnancy and will be having a hysterectomy after my Due date, but after I found out I am having Another Girl #3 I lost all my excitement and desire to shop or even talk about my pregnancy of course I'm still taking care of myself and seeing my doc. Can any of u ladies relate after the fact and knowing you will not be trying again? #downNout