Unclear ovulation

Stacy

I hate these test but every month I still take them. I had stopped for awhile and my doctor got me to take clomid this month and I can’t help by think negative (it’s not going to work, we’re never going to have a baby etc.) I am on cycle day 21, on 9/30 and I feel like it’s still not a positive. Doctor told us to baby dance from 9/24 to 10/1 and I have officially lost hope.