Worst week ever

I know its long but really want to express myself after this last week. Last Monday I found out our baby had no heartbeat and had stopped growing at 6-7 weeks. I was supposed to be 12 weeks that day. I took tablets on the Tuesday and after a few hours of heavy bleeding and pain, I thought it was all over. I was so wrong. This Monday I started bleeding even heavier than before and had to be rushed to a&e. I ended up losing too much blood, went into shock and collapsed. Turns out my body hadnt removed all the tissue and needed to have an emergency d&c or I could of died from blood loss. That has got to be the scariest moment of my life, I thought I'd never see my son or partner again. I had to stay for a few days as my blood pressure wouldn't rise and could of needed a blood transfusion. Luckily I'm all recovered now, a bit achey and sore but well and home. I don't know why this happened but I'd never recommend taking the tablets, I wish I'd had the d&c in the first place as now I feel so traumatised by the whole experience.

Thank you for reading and I hope this never happens to anyone else. I wouldn't wish this on my worst enemy.