I feel defeated. Spotting **Trigger warning-mention of MC**

I’ve had two miscarriages. Both miscarriages I had light brown spotting that eventually turned pink then to red.

I just got my 3rd BFP on Thursday evening and I am now spotting, again. Just like my first two.

I got blood drawn Friday morning (13 dpo) and my HCG level was only 25. I got my blood drawn again this morning (15 dpo) and I’m now waiting for the results but I have a feeling that I already know the results.

I took another pregnancy test this morning to try to ease my mind and it was lighter than my test the other day. I know that it could be different times of the day and diluted urine but I feel I’m having a chemical and experiencing my 3rd loss.

I would feel more hopeful if I wasn’t experiencing the spotting that I did with my first two miscarriages.

I’ve had two ultrasounds done this year and nothing has been found abnormal with my lady parts. My cycle is regular.

I’m feeling so discouraged and defeated. I have no living babies. I can get pregnant so easily but why can’t the baby stick?