my cat might be dying

my cat might be dying and i can not afford a huge vet bill at this time.

i have been crying and trying to figure something out all day for him.

please do not bash saying i am an irresponsible pet owner. hell i would be able to afford a huge dr bill for myself either is something was wrong with me.

update: he is currently in surgery. my husbands grandparents paid for it and we will pay them payments to pay it back.

UPDATE 2: he is home and doing well as of now. we are not in clear 100% with him yet. but he is doing much better