I need someone to bring me back down to earth!!!

Kelli
Been ttc since the end of June with no outcome as of yet. My AF's since coming off of bc have not skipped a beat with glow tracking them. I've always gotten it by at least mid day but not today! Not even a lil tinge of pink. I caved and took a test yesterday but wasn't fmu and got a bfn. I'm soooooooooooooooo so so trying not to get excited. But its hard not to right now cause I got to thinking with my last pregnancies I got very faint positives up to 6-7 weeks! Being me back to earth ladies!