Anyone else MISERABLE?

I hate the complain but holy shit.. I’m going through it.

I’m due Dec 2nd. This girl is giving me the completely opposite pregnancy that I had with my first (it was such a breeze). Now, back pain 24/7, hip pain/cramps 24/7, pissing every 15 minutes because she wants to kick me EVERYWHERE and HARD 24/7. Nausea? Never went away since I got the positive, I’m constantly on the verge of vomiting and can barely get to sleep at night because of it. My 9month old is such an angel but he is at the stage of “I need to get into everything” and my husband being in the army - I don’t get much help during the week and i am home alone almost all day. I’ve been having awful panic attacks once I’m in bed for the night, and they last around 1-2 hours long. I’m so tired. I’m so so so fucking tired. I just don’t wanna feel like I’m alone in this. I know it’s all such small things, and I hate to complain, but I’m just so tired of being pregnant.