Depression.. no time.. just frustrated

5 weeks postpartum..

Just feel like everything is nothing but normal. I feel like my relationship is just failing. My baby is the biggest blessing. But I can’t have 1 second to myself, and when I get a little time I find my SO bothering me to change a diaper or something bc he still isn’t comfortable... it’s so frustrating. & he’ll be back to work soon and I’m just going to continually be with the baby.. just frustrated and tired.. I also feel like him and I just spend no time together. It’s just not even possible.. & maybe not even worth me trying anymore. I’m tired of feeling like I’m doing everything and getting nothing in return... not even a fucking “you’re doing great” or anything. I’m mentally, physically and emotionally tired.