Mentally Drained😣, but faith still on LOCK🔒

So after having ridiculously bad side cramps abdominal cramping pains back pains which almost had me in fetal position in the middle of the night iI couldn't bare it it was either I'm pregnant or I'm PMS-ing, so I took 2 test.....THEY WERE NEG.😭😫 WHHATTT!!!!. Not even the good part after that the next time i went to the bathroom in the middle the night a few hours after testing Sista Flow came screaming down😟😯😮😳 i shedded a few tears cause i was broken at that point. But i think i am going to take a break this month because i have been trying for 4months I've been really stressed, irritated, annoyed, disappointed, overwhelmed, confused with my body because i can't tell if i am PMS-ing or Pregnant soooo mental break is needed at this point and will just enjoy being a mother of 3handsome boys for now😔😖😣😥😭😫 Still a woman of faith just taking a break. GunRange please....😏