Should I take him back?

Hey guys. A month ago me and my ex of 6 years decided to break things off because we were fighting so much and it became toxic.

I love him Ofcourse, he’s an amazing amazing man , great job, kind, never cheated, was all about me until the last few weeks I felt him not the same. He claimed he was and that I was getting needy but my gut felt something off about him not caring the same. It was so easy for him to let me go.

Fast forward to a month later full of cries and screams and anxiety, I feel myself getting better and getting used to being alone, some anxiety and some cry’s still but I think what I miss is the comfort he brought me.

He calls me today 5am saying he wants me back and needs me and loves and misses me so much and nobody is like me but he always does this. We always break up and the past times I was the one who begged him or called him a day or so later crying and we got back together. It’s been a WHOLE month of pain and now he wants to just walk back in?

I kinda want to but I feel like idk if I can.. it won’t be the same. But I don’t wanna let go of a good guy what if I don’t find another

Now I feel my anxiety coming back and I feel like I’m starting the healing process all over again. How can I stay strong being single knowing he still wants me???