Post partum depression

Just had my check up after giving birth to my daughter. I’ve been having moments of crying for no reason and feeling helpless. So I talked to her about it and she’s putting me on a low dose of Zolof. I’m feeling so ashamed for it. Like after she told me that she was I felt relieved and since I felt relieved I feel like maybe I shouldn’t be on it. I know that sounds weird. I don’t like to take medicine so I don’t like feeling the need for it.

Please tell me I’m not a bad mom.