Bawling my eyes out as I write this, how do you accept that your best friend is no longer in your life? Been almost 2 years after we had a fallout and I’m still not even close to being over it. It’s was her decision to end the friendship and I literally feel like I’m getting around with a piece of myself missing. My heart literally feels broken and the tears just don’t stop. I can’t imagine her not in my life forever and no amount of talking or apologising seems to fix what happened. Don’t want everyone to freak but I feel suicidal over it. Promise I won’t do anything but it’s how I feel