Sucks to always be the first

I love my best friend to death. She’s my mom BFF for the past few years. She’s awful at texting I get it but very active on social media. Whenever we are together it’s always so fun catching up but of course with our busy schedules it’s once a month maybe twice if we’re lucky. She’s been going through a lot and I have too recently, I’ve reached out to her multiple times just to check up on her but calls go through and texts take days for a response.

I do worry about her but also kind of sucks that she hasn’t checked up on me. When we are together she spends most of the time talking about what she’s going through, which I’m glad, I’m definitely more of a listener. But recently I’ve had huge life changes and stress started a new job and about to put my first LO in childcare it just would be nice not to have to go and reach out to her when I have already tried... ugh just venting I still love her she’s my good friend