So depressing

My husband and I are starting to try again in Jan we decided after multiple losses. I can’t even be excited because I just know I’ll miscarry or have chemical again. I feel like I’m broken. I’ve completely cut out all sugar and carbs the last 3 months and have been working out 5x a week as well as taking myo-Insitol... I hope my hormones will be balanced by Jan 😞