Okay soooo....

Am I the only one who is still like camped out in my pjs in the living room with baby? Dads back at work and I'm doing all of this alone. I barely sleep or eat. I try my best, and I do have days where I actually get going and get stuff done, get dressed etc. But that maybe happened 3 times in the past month. Baby is one month old but spent 3 weeks in the NICU. I just feel like a lazy hot mess, but I know I'm doing my best. :-/ I don't want to feel like a bum anymore, but I'm so sleep deprived, hungry, and my baby is going through a growth spurt so she's up every few hours still. How long was it till you got yourself on a good schedule, and felt you had yourself together?