Sad, again.

I'm struggling to find an outlet for this, but maybe y'all can help. I've had 2 early miscarriages since having my July baby, and I would have been due August 2020 and June 2021. I still think about those losses often. I had 5 previous early miscarriages between kids and one 10 week miscarriage before my first.

I don't obsess about it, but I worry about what my body is doing to lose so many babies. Do most people who have had early miscarriages feel so emotional about it, or am I just not processing this right?