If any of you pray..

I could use some. I'm trying to stay positive but I got bfp only three weeks since my lmp. I ovulated early and got my bfp 12 dpo. Have a h/o mmc. So started progesterone tonight and hcg is only 21. Everything is so early but I have terrible morning sickness and low back pain. I know this really isn't the board for this but all of you have been so sweet and supportive. This mama needs some uplifting. Just confused. Hcg redraw at 48 hrs coming up Friday. Hoping for a sticky bean. I'd love my girl to have a sibling, but she's completed my life incase it's just us.