I don’t even know at this point

All I want is a hug. It’s gotten to a point where a small hug is the best part of my day. It’s all I want. I’m so alone. My bsf moved and I was also very close to her brother. I just want to be able to tell them that I miss them and I’m sad and alone and all this shit but we haven’t really been as close and idek if they care anymore and I don’t want to just tell them I want them to be genuinely curious. Does that make any sense?? I’m just so lost and so done with this.