Feelings About Covid and 2020

I feel honestly kind of sad about how this is our new normal. Like, I'll be watching a TV show that took place before Covid, and someone could be going out to eat and I'm like "Where are their masks?!" And then I realize it was a different time. 2020 has been absolutely INSANE! And I know this won't all just go away in 2021, but I'm ready to start fresh and have hope. I'm pregnant with my first baby and this isn't how I imagined things to go. We are literally LIVING in a historical event. When my daughter is a teenager they will be teaching this in schools. She will come home asking about 2020 and everyone is gonna have a ptsd moment and be like "No, we don't talk about that..." I'm so grateful for my family and my baby and that we are safe. I just hate how much its fucking with me mentally. I try to think back to how things were before covid and it's hard because this is our new normal. I remember being able to go out and hang out with friends. Share food, and it makes me cringe thinking "Why wasn't I wearing a mask? Why was I sharing food? Oh right, pre-coronavirus". I know this will eventually end. I'm just genuine scared. Maybe it's my hormones getting to me, but I truly hope when my daughter is old enough to have memories this won't be her normal. She can go outside without a mask. Play with friends. Travel when she's older. Have a real graduation when she graduates. I want everyone to be okay... Physically and mentally...