Here goes. I've had 3 miscarriages this year, the last one being about a month ago. Last night, I had an extremely vivid dream of me delivering all of my babies, but there were 4, not 3. All different gestational ages. Two were alive and I had to pick which one to save. The most disturbing part was one of the babies had the youngest in it's mouth. I literally feel like I can never unsee that. It felt so real at the time. The last thing I remember is holding a baby that was alive and getting into an ambulance. Is there any rhyme or reason for this dream other than my hopes/fears mixed into a giant uncomfortable mess? At first when I remembered the dream, I only focused on there being 4 babies which upset me so much thinking I might eventually lose another baby, but then I remembered, as far as I know, one got to live. Idk if this means anything. I just thought I would post it and see what everyone thinks. I'm sorry for posting such a sensitive topic. I was pretty shook by it all and idk I'm looking for a little insight from people who are into dream interpretation. I don't feel comfortable discussing it with anyone personal. I vaguley told my husband what happened, but left out the horrible details. Please be gentle with your comments.