Baby daddy drama

Me n my baby daddy got in to it cause he expect for me to not go out n find food n not eat his mom throw all my shit away even food I just bought n he making up excuse for her n he didn’t care ain’t shit in that freezer but my fries she ate all my patty he feel like me feeding them is right but them not feeding me is not abuse his mom left instead of buying food I told him shut up I couldn’t breath he told me he didn’t care if I die n fuck my son it might not be his anyways which he know a lie he keep trying to hit me wen I was sitting down n gone tell me if I wasn’t pregnant he would kill me he go to work with his dad everyday n not get paid he been working a whole month nothing I walk outside n up the st to calm down he came after me just to provoke so I call my mom n told her I want to come home n wen I came back to eat my noddles he still was saying stupid shit so I didn’t even eat my noddles I took two sleeping pills n went to sleep my mom sent me $10 n told me to get some to eat tomorrow n she gone come get me when she get off I am 7 months pregnant I suppose to eat him n his mom are user n Money hungry people n selfish I am leaving him today after four years n half of this when my twins died in Jan they told me to get over it I get scare that ima loose my son my bd keep trying hit me while I was on the toilet my mom coming to get me when she get off today thank god I tried staying n fighting for us n our family but I can’t he keep denied my son n he know he his he won’t help buy nothing my baby need a car seat bsssinet more clothes everything n won’t go half to get him the surgery on his thing when he come which is 200 my baby will be here January 30 or before I am high risk n scare my son might not make it if I stay long I spent all my stamps on ungrateful people who stole food from me complain bout what I bought n throw my food away n find it ok I am the only one who buy food I rather go be with my mom my little sister n my new born nephew then to keep paying 150 to get dog n use