I think I’m in love with 2 people...

I’ve always moved around a lot because of my mom...I’m not really sure why tho. I had a really big crush on this guy at school, and I never really knew that he liked me back until things started changing up for me again...But back in 2017 I moved to New Jersey, and not long after that I found a boyfriend that I grew to love. We were together for 2 and a half years before my mom moved me back to Georgia. But I’m the time that me and my boyfriend were together me the guy from Georgia made contact every so often. I moved back to Georgia and I tried to keep the long distance going with my boyfriend in jersey, but at the time the other guy was really close to my family and we hung out literally every day. Push came to shove, and we ended up confessing our feelings for each other.

I did what I thought was best, and broke up with my boyfriend in New Jersey, because I just don’t think it’s fair to be in a relationship with him knowing I have feelings for someone else.

Me and this guy tried a relationship and after a few months my mom did everything she could to break us up, so we’re not together right now.

They both say they still love me and want everything with me, and I have very strong feelings for both of them😔I don’t know what to do and I hate myself for it....

I don’t expect anyone to be able to help with this really...I’m just kind of venting.