I’m laying in bed crying because I am so overstimulated by my toddler. My husband just took him for a bath but he was off the walls at dinner and wouldn’t listen or respond to a single thing we were saying. I’m 23 weeks pregnant with #2 and I’m having one of those “how the fuck am I going to handle two kids” moments. I’m so tired and so overwhelmed with feeling like I have no control. I have worked with a lot of kids over the years in babysitting, nanny jobs, summer camp, daycare, etc, and like mainly with toddlers specifically. So I never imagined it would be this hard with my own. I thought I had seen it all. And now I somehow feel like I have no idea what I’m doing. It’s messing with my head.