3months pp and still can’t have sex. Past getting the tip in and I can’t do it no matter how much lube we use. I had an episiotomy and tears/repair of the walls and cry every time we try because i just feel broken down there. Will it get better or is it always going to be this uncomfortable and I just need to suck it up until it feels better? It feels fine down there otherwise just can’t do it lol, someone tell me my vagina isn’t broken lol

Edit: i looked..... LORD THERE IS BARELY A HOLE 😩 🆘