Life want to end it

Nafeesa

Hi everyone I just want to share something I've been married for 14 years I don't know what love is I don't know what marriage is my husband abuses me in every single way possible he degrades me in front of my children he calls me the worst memes like you shouldn't you low-class you come from a lower class family you're a b**** you're a prostitute I have 9 year old daughter a 17 month old baby and I am pregnant again he tells me why don't you die while giving birth why don't you shut your baby out like I don't know what to do anymore my daughter even ask is my mother what is a prostitute cuz mummy opens and legs to all the men that's what daddy says I don't know what to do anymore just give up with my life I love with him because I got nowhere to go cuz he pays the rent then he threatens me I'm gonna go to Pakistan and get remarried can someone please tell me what to do can someone just help me I want to leave him but I have nowhere to go