I officially hate TCC! The worst journey I have ever been on, does anyone else feel really deflated with the whole process?

Today I had my first fertility appointment, we have been trying to conceive for 19 month now after the loss of our daughter, if anything I was really excited for them to start this journey so they could tell me nothing was wrong with me and we would eventually conceive. What i ended up was being told I’m too young to start any type of investigations and I would eventually become pregnant, despite having no investigations at all. I always feel like I’m being pushed off and come the point where they will eventually do investigations they will find that something is wrong.

Sorry for the rant but I just feel so drained.