Masturbation

So I masturbate pretty regularly since I don't have a boyfriend and covid kind of screwed any chance of it happening for me. I have a vibrator and a dildo, but when I masturbate I don't think about anything or anyone just the pleasure? Is this normal or am I like weird? I am on ssris but I don't think that would make it hard to get turned on. I mean if I don't use my vibrator then nothing happens and I don't enjoy it.I do watch porn and stuff, but I find that it doesn't really do anything for me and prefer lesbian sex movies.

Plz be kind ❤ I am genuinely scared there is something wrong.