My story

I have fibromylasia, bi polar disorder and have been on my meds my whole pregnancy. Some have been lowered but since my third trimester I have been having a really hard time and had to up some pain meds. I feel so guilty because there's a large chance my son will be born with neonatal absentee syndrome it's when babies go through withdrawal. He could have it mildly or really bad and need to be in the nicu or on meds or both. I'm not doing well and he may need to be born early. I have great doctors, support and family but I feel horrible and depressed and like the worst mom ever. Please pray for my son that he will be born healthy. Thank you if anyone else out there is suffering from illness or on meds I'd live to hear how your doing. I feel so alone.