Heart broke & feeling defeated

🦖Meg🦕 • It’s time, I am ready. After several miscarriages, one ectopic & finally one pregnancy that made it to term. We have waited a few years before even thinking about it. Now We are ready! TTC for #2.

I’m currently on CD 45; just finished a round of Medroxyprogesterone so now I wait until a period shows up within 3-15days. I have fertility issues & am getting help. Everything is seemingly going to pot at the same time. Can’t get my period on track so I can get pregnant. Just found out my cat has a terminal disease & we will have to put her down next week (she’s 18yro). Any & all hope of moving in the spring is gone. My family won’t be getting together for Christmas (to be safe), still feels weird. I just want things to go smooth for once. It’s like every time I turn around something is going wrong. I have had to increase my anxiety meds to prevent an anxiety attack almost daily now. I see all my friends getting pregnant & it hurts coz I’m happy for them but ache for the time I will be as well. Sorry for rambling, thank you for reading. Any tips on how to manage will be appreciated, tyia