Hi, some of you may know me because sometimes I’m everywhere. Hehe.. just brightening up the mood. Anyway...I’ve had bulimia when I was 14 & I’ve been in the hospital inpatient & outpatient then.. & I haven’t had thoughts about bulimia since ... late 15.. or something along those lines? And now I am 19, I turned 19 in June, & my thoughts came back 4 days ago... today I acted upon it, acted upon self injury yesterday. I’m on meds, I go to therapy & doctor. So I already am taking steps but I just feel lost & why I’m like this ): I’m in the obese category but I feel like I look a little more than chunky... & I haven’t been keeping up with my diet at all because of mental health struggles. Sigh... idk...