Feeling discouraged 39+5

This is my first. I understand I haven’t yet reached my due date but I’m feeling frustrated. I had two unsuccessful membrane sweeps and I’ve been 1 cm dilated for weeks :/ First membrane sweep was one week ago and the second happened two days ago. I do get some contractions here and there and period like cramping but I’ve been getting these for a week or two. Baby has dropped which we witnessed in my last u/s. Other than that I have ZERO signs that he’s coming soon. I’m scheduled to get induced at 41 weeks and I’m praying he comes before ! I’m one tired mama over here 😝