What do I do?

Tia • Due: July 2021

I’ve had 2 miscarriages recently. One 9/2019 and one 3/2020 I’m currently 7w5d and my next appointment with the OB isn’t until 1/08/2021. How do you guys deal with that long wait after losses? I’m trying to remain calm and be grateful but I’m FREAKING OUT here