rainbow baby anxiety

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i’m 14 weeks with my rainbow baby girl & i am so beyond excited for her but i had a miscarriage right before this and i feel like it’s taking away my joy. Everytime i get excited i stop and think that it’s going to jinx this baby. i know this are normal feelings but i hate it. i just want to be completely happy for my baby girl. but i cant help but feel she’s gonna be ripped away from me.