I honestly just can’t this nomore every day I just don’t want to get out of Bed I don’t want to look at anyone I don’t want anyone round me I just want to sleep all day every day! Yes I know it’s probably my depression but believe me I’ve asked for help I don’t get any! And Ano I need to motivate myself and I’ll feel better once Im in a better routine! But honestly I just can’t nothing makes me happy nothing makes me want to get out of bed! I honestly just want to die but I don’t because I don’t want to die:( I don’t know I’m just so trapped at the minute I feel like a failure to my son (who my mum has while I go back to sleep) terrible I know!! But I’m not a bad mum I don’t hand him to her so I can go drinking or meeting men! I just give her him when I want sleep it’s all I think about :(ive been like this nearly a hole year :(