Please help

B4BYG1RLJ4YY • Can’t tell my stories anywhere else but here 😭🤣

I’m 18 I don’t know what to do with my life I feel numb to everything the only thing I find interest in is smoking weed... my appetite is very unhealthy... I have really bad mood swings sometimes... I don’t know how to really express how I’m feeling to people I’m sarcastic... I’m tired of being this way I’m tired of staying tramper in my thoughts I want to get out but o feel like I’m stuck.