HERES THE TRUTH PART 2

And god it took a toll on me... it for starters made me upset at my family. But made me question myself. That’s a while other story tho...anyways I talked to my best friend (let’s call her Mary) Mary. I found out she was going through the same thing. She was very reserved but we talked about things as if nothing was holding either of us back... so Mary helped me a lot. I started to express how I felt more. I went to my mom a lot and talked to her about what was going on. A year later I met someone who I really liked(let’s call him jake) Jake was a popular kid the boy everyone had a crush on...that lasted about 7 months. He “broke up” with me on my moms birthday (4 days before mine) so I was hurting..in our time together I heard..”why don’t you wear girls clothes?” “ you’d look so much prettier if you dressed up” “ come on Lily I want a pretty girl”... it hurt. He was someone who always made me feel good. But he really made me feel like nothing. There were countless arguments about what I looked like and accusations.( the worst was when he reappeared what my family had been saying although I had been with him) I didn’t talk to anyone for around 2 months I stayed In my room locked away from the world. I only talked to Mary. The only person I had left... A few weeks later I started to get up. Get out of bed. It was time for change. A good change. And pt 3 will have this part!!!