Anyone else feel like the world is against you two being together?like no matter how many times you try to make it work something or someone always gets imbetween and separates you but you try again even if it's the billionth time even after the endless days of crying to your family and they say not to do it again not to go back to them but you can't help but try again thinking it will be different :/ anyone have that with someone? Feel like if you didn't have them in your life you'd feel lost, hopeless or just numb to everything?its even worse when you spend sometime with them actually face to face for the first time in a long long time all those nights of FaceTime and texts pho calls finally payed off so happy with them not wanting to leave their sides ever but then you have to say goodbye...

You don't feel anything like you feel like a blank piece of paper but all you feel is the erge just to cry, cry for days or weeks even its been a month and 1 week since that day came for me and yet I still cry all the time just seeing other people happy with their special person makes me cry because I can't have that..I know it's not the worst as there are worser cases out there but still hurts😪anyone have any good advice on how to deal with this?