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Do you ever just sit there and stare, you don’t know exactly what you are thinking about and you don’t know why you are always sad, built up emotions just drain through your mind like a dangerous substance flooding throughout your whole body until it just takes over you and you can’t be happy anymore. You don’t know what to tell people when they ask if you are okay, because there is that many feelings of darkness inside of you that you can’t just put your finger on it, so you laugh, you smile and you brush it off. It eats you alive bit by bit until you can’t physically take it anymore, you feel like your existence is unwanted and you want to be unknown. You want to lock yourself away hidden from the world and scream, you scream but nobody hears you😞