Let me start by saying I have 2 boys a 19m old and a 5 month old. Me and my boyfriend have absolutely no help at all with the boys its literally just us. My boyfriend works 6 days a week 6am to 6pm. I understand we are under a lot of stress but seems like we're constantly on each other's throats. Tonight we bought paint and stuff to do decorate my sons doc band. Well my husband was literally shaping the paint on putting it on so thick it was leaving it looking like crap. So I tell him you have to do thin layers at a time. Any how he got butty hurt about it and scrubbed it off. Came and chucked it at me. Then he starts talking crap about how I am a peace of crap and about how my dad molested me and saying that I probably had sex with him and liked it. I was extremely pissed off qt that point. He finally sits up. I go and paint the helmet in thin layers but the paint is thin and hard to do but I manage. My son Matthew the 5m old is teething so he was crying on and off through the process. But all I keep hearing from him is how he shouldn't have ever got with me or anything. Basically that I was a mistake. I'm getting so tired of the bs, trust issues and insurcurities. Maybe I'm just over reacting but definitely at the place where I feel like uts best to walk away. I love him but not the man he has become 😔