How can I get over someone ??

How can I get over my bf?

We don’t have the best relationship anymore. We have been together for so many years but it has turned toxic. I love him and I can’t get over him.

I cry ALL THE TIME. I have tried to talk to other guys, but I feel awful and I can’t seem to care about them. I don’t feel attracted to any of them. (Btw this was when we were broken up for a short period, I didn’t cheat on him)

I just feel like I want to be with him and I can’t picture myself with anyone else. And it would break my heart to see him with another woman.

I just wish we would get along and be happy together. I try so hard, but I feel like he doesn’t put in any effort anymore.

He can be so mean to me.

I cry so much over him when he ignores my texts because I know he Snapchat’s people all day. I think about this all the time. I can’t concentrate at work because I’m having panic attacks over him.

I just feel so insecure. I feel like he doesn’t love me anymore.

Any advice ?