please help me

i’m 17 and i just started bc abt a week and a half ish ago. before i started bc i had taken two plan bs previously that month. when i started bc i felt absolutely horrible bc of all the hormones in my body. now i’m somewhat better but i still feel bad. i am always really tired and i feel kindve numb emotionally. also idk how to describe it but my eyes like feel weird. my vision is the same tho. also sometimes it feels as if my body is kindve numb- tht part is kindve better tho. i’ve called my gyno and they’ve said tht it’s provably just my bod getting adjusted to it. my mom on the other hand keeps scaring me and talking abt strokes and telling me to stop taking it but what she doesn’t know is i’ve been sexual active this month (with condoms) . specifically yesterday and i would stop the pills but i don’t want to get pregant some how. i just don’t know what to do and i’m so stressed out i just want to feel normal again