Help me orgasm again 🥺

Okay so I used to be able to squirt from penetration, mostly fingers on my gspot, I very rarely did from actual sex. But I was sexually assaulted like a year ago, and ever since, I’ve really struggled to get wet, stay wet, and even orgasm in general (unless it’s masturbation). I’m totally comfortable with my boyfriend he’s amazing and I love having sex with him, but I just wanna feel that orgasm again, and I know it would drive him crazy too!

I know it must be triggered by the assault and must be effecting me subconsciously, but does anybody know how I can get out of this rut? 😣😣

EDIT: Since somebody found it necessary to say “squirting is just pissing yourself” - glazing over the whole point of my post. I ask that nobody comments if they don’t have genuine advice on moving past trauma in order to enjoy sex. THAT’S what this post is about. 🙄