Want a baby

De’Shawna • TTC #1 PCOS and 👼🏼👼🏿👼🏽 4 babies in heaven. Stepmom to 5 y/o sonshine. Chemical 11/21 :(

I want a baby so bad but how will that happen if I only have sex like once a week 🤦🏾‍♀️

I’m in my fertile window now and can’t get any sexual attention unless I beg basically . If I have to ask I’m begging. I can not escape the thought that I’m not liked cuz I am used to being fucked constantly. I may sound silly but just how I feel. I got a big appetite and it’s covid. No work nothing to do , I should be having 2 at least a day ! 🤦🏾‍♀️

But I’ll just tell yaw and keep my mouth shut. Don’t want to force nobody to find me sexually attractive alot