Judge away

I love kids from the bottom of my heart.. but I can’t have a kid with someone who doesn’t want a kid with me. In this day and age generation we live in now it’s so crazy and I hope it never happens to me but I’m really considering never having kids.. like it breaks my heart completely hearing my friends stories as parents.. one of my friends baby mama won’t let him see his daughter cause they not together and now she has all these guys in and out her daughter life. My other friend not together with her baby daddy and she’s living the sugar baby life style to take care of her daughter and her.. so many of my friends are struggling cause the baby daddy won’t give no money. Like it’s just so sad.. I’m sure having a child and watching them grow up is so rewarding and beautiful gift from god. Cause I have nieces and nephews and my sisters love they’re kids and I view them as my own but even with my sister she’s been with her man for 10 years and he cheated on her and doesn’t watch the kids properly. My other sister finally found out who her baby daddy was and he doesn’t want to be involved in my nieces life and it’s so sad cause she’s a beautiful 6 year old girl and she can understand things now. It breaks my heart the extra added drama and toxic ness and struggle is not for me. I’m not saying everyone has it like this but the ones that do I pray it gets better for you..