I’m in total shock

As you guys know, I got my positive pregnancy tests and there was line progression test after test. I had to get my blood drawn Thursday, levels were at 115. Saturday, 141. Not good, but still had hope. Today, 108. I was just told about an hour ago that I will be miscarrying...

My heart is absolutely broken to pieces. I wanted this to go well so bad and it’s not gonna happen. I know the timing wasn’t right and this baby wasn’t planned but it was going to OUR baby. I don’t know how to react or what to do but I can’t let even let my emotions out for more than a few seconds because my June baby is keeping me going. I’m just heart broken ladies.. 😓

I had these pictures in my phone ready to post when we got “good news” but those news never came...🥺