I hate her

I never told her this to her face but I hate her she is sutch a c u next Tuesday. Anyway she knows I am trying to conceive. She know it. And she comes and knocks on my door so I can help her thrue her abortion. I hate her I just had a miscarriage she know about it. So I helped her as she passed her baby then she just left. She said thanks and left and she left her dead baby in a paper cup because she didn't want to mess up my plumbing. I cried for hrs just looking at this little baby which I think was a little girl. I couldn't stop crying until my husband came home and I explained what happened. (He helped me bury the little girl I wouldn't let him toss her in the trash.) I hate her I never want to see her ugly mug ever again she can go bite a bullet for all I care. And this isn't the first time she has done this. It's like she likes knowing that I will cry over a baby that's not even mine. I cry because I wish it was mine I wish it was safe and alive. I hate her.