Feeling defeated

I had a hopeful moment that maybe this month was our month.. Everything just felt different. Boobs felt different stomach felt different even started feeling nauseous which happened at random times. My period wasn't supposed to come until Friday so I decided to wait to take a test and then it happened. Today I started spotting  :( we have been trying for three months. I know that's not long but when you're watching everyone around making it on their first try, well it can be kind of disappointing and afraid that something must be wrong with me. Feeling heart broken 😔